So I have been wasting an inordinate amount of time tonight on worthless youtube videos and looking at dresses that wouldn't cover an ant... Does no one believe in making a wedding dress that covers anymore!? I believe I have a severe sleep deficiency lately, and I am hoping if I write all my thoughts down I will be able to fall asleep.
If you have ever been engaged, or will ever be engaged soon, this post is for you. I believe once you have a ring on your finger it chemically alters your brain. Maybe Nate bought me a band with lead in it and it is affecting my brain. I'm not sure, but I have not been right ever since haha. This is my public confession and apology for Nate, who puts up with my craziness. Tonight, I literally burst into tears telling him how I am sad to leave my family and move out in a few months. I also had a tantrum a couple days ago, during which I basically asked him to bring me cake, and when he told me he was bringing me a brownie, I demanded cake or nothing at all. And because He is probably so afraid of me at this point, he brought me the cake. Poor man. (I blew those stories a little out of proportion, but if you talk to Nate he will most likely say they aren't far off). Anyone who knows me knows I don't do well with huge sudden changes, and in trying to have this perfect wedding day I think I am stressing a little too much. Seriously. A wedding is one day, and I realize during this process that in the grand scheme of things the only thing that will really matter is that we will be married. Sealed for all time and eternity together. That realization was the first thing that brought me calm all day. I am so excited for that day. Now that I have worked through this dilemma, I believe I will go to bed. I am getting married. I will be living with a boy. We are going to be so happy. Who would have thought?
"I will be living with a boy" haha. I live with two and possibly another on the way!!! At least Nate is a very clean boy (from what I can tell!) Your wedding is already going to be way nicer than any of your brothers or sisters so I don't know what you are worrying about princess, and you have 6 months to get it all figured out, which is more than enough time!! You know there is no point looking at dresses online, you just have to get one on one of your trips out to Utah or Idaho. Good luck and hope you got some sleep!
ReplyDeleteMake a list, make some decisions and don't let to many people distract you from what you want...and breatheeeeeeeee. I agree with Chels on the dress but there is a place in Williamsburg that does sell the Eternity Line. I think it is Elizabeth's Bridal.
ReplyDeleteGirl i feel you. for real, planning a wedding was the worst 3 months ever. cal meeeeeeee
ReplyDeleteDon't stress! I hate change too, so I'm a total hypocrite in saying it, but don't! You're going to be so happy. Are you moving far away or staying in the Richmond area?
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